It's challenging to know what your future will look like by observing what's going on in the present. You have been on a trajectory that has brought your life to this point, but now you are beginning to realize that you must take responsibility if you want things to change in a positive way. Although the transformation will be gradual, you will have to maintain your focus over an extended period of time. Don't worry about the big picture. For now, just take care of one thing at a time.